Manifesting feeling wanted again seen again

I catch them looking at me across the room, a proper look, the kind that lingers half a second longer than logistics require. They notice something small, a new haircut, a good mood, a tired one, and say so out loud instead of letting it pass unremarked. I feel chosen again, specifically, not just included by default. A compliment lands and I let myself actually receive it instead of deflecting it automatically. They reach for me first sometimes, without me initiating, and I notice how much that matters, being wanted rather than only wanting. I hear myself in their description of me to someone else and it sounds like someone worth choosing. I am not fishing for reassurance anymore because it is arriving unprompted. When I walk into a room, I feel their attention shift toward me, briefly, involuntarily, the oldest kind of compliment there is. I let myself believe it instead of explaining it away as habit or politeness. I feel desirable in my own body again, not because anything about my body changed, but because someone is looking at it like it matters. I am not invisible in this relationship. I am specifically, currently, wanted. That feeling used to be rare here. Now it is just Tuesday.